what the human mind cannot comprehend, God has already perfected it. January is long over, and February is here. January has been a trying, a challenging and a testing month for me. Be it whether is it ministry, my personal life or family… whatever that could possibly went “wrong”, went “wrong”.. whatever that could bring me down did shake my faith a little. But standing here in February, I must say I am a stronger person… and the month of January grew me quite a far bit. Like I shared before, I never felt that 2011 has started… cos it doesnt seem like a new start to me… it seems like things has been happening since the end of 2010. But one thing I am sure, God was always there for me, and He has never left me. He has placed people in my life to spur me on and encourage me.

As I learned to surrender my family to You, I see a change! Bro-in-law and Dad went to Encounter Weekend and bro-in-law accepted Christ! Sis and bro-in-law started to go to church. Just this Chinese New Year, my dad didnt play mahjong! It is a miracle. For the past 22 years of my life, mahjong was always part of new year! But this year, my dad sat my uncles down for hours and he was telling them stories. I dont know what he shared, but it does seems like he is leading a cell group! I caught a glimpse of it! Proclaiming it I am!

As I learned to surrender you&you to You, I can say I have let go. And there has been an interesting turn to the spade of events. May all work out for the good of those who love You.

As I learned to surrender the ministry even more to You, i found greater freedom. Greater freedom to lead and to serve, and to challenge. With people moving in and out, change was the only constant. But seeing each one of the girls lend strength and support to each other, it blesses my heart. That far outweighs the pain of ministry.. may we all arise to the calling God has for us inidividually and as a cell.

What doesnt kill us, only makes us stronger. You are stronger.

“I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. “When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I’ll listen. “When you come looking for me, you’ll find me. “Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I’ll make sure you won’t be disappointed.” God’s Decree. “I’ll turn things around for you. I’ll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you”—God’s Decree—”bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.” - Jeremiah 29:11-14 

(Source: quote-book)